Midnight Espresso

haha, why are you always ordering notebooks and related? ahaha. sinful obsession. LOL. how is studying?

packing my room now for the gazillionth time. parents mentioned something about revamping my room as my 21st birthday gift. like how cool is that?

yet, somehow i dun feel like revamping. things i see for 20 yrs somehow i am used to it. in fact, i dun really have much complains about my room apart from the fact that it is getting a little too small. i think its bcos of my computer. so i dun think revamping is going to solve my problem..unless revamping means eating into other rooms. :/

anw, i am getting a laptop soon so i suppose the space in my room will be solved by quite a bit (i hope!)

no complaints, vanessa!

nice room. stay contented ;)

i order my moleskine notebook today! :D
damn sleeek
it's known as the notebook that hemingway uses.

would that make me smarter for the exams?

horrors of all horrors
i woke up randomly (yes at 3:45am in the morning when i went to bed at 3)
wondering whether research mtds exam is closed or open book.
AH going mad

i am at liang court studying now!
this trung nyugen vietnamese coffee cafe is kinda nice and quiet.
there's only me and one angmoh.
braving through the rain is worth it.
study haven hoho.
coffee is nicer (and cheaper than starbuckss)
and very exotic.

i think my face is getting quite cui recently...ughs. and chua is getting pimples too.

WHAT HAVE WE DONE TO DESERVE THIS?! *double ughs*

decided to be hardworking last night and do some facial therapy after reaching home at midnight. dead beat, but i am glad wednesday is over..and that wednesday ended in a considerably good note. couldnt ask for more. really.

the fact that i am continuing my facial therapy from last night while blogging this morning is a big giveaway that i didnt complete do finish my mask luhs..the therapy stopped after i fell asleep with my mask on. lol. i am really very tired.. i wonder if it will dry up my skin since i left it on my face overnight. ughs. hope it doesnt.

anw, in a matter of seconds, i can remove my other mask that i have just placed on about half hour ago. Hope this replenishes any damage the previous one did to my face. yea yea..especially the drying up of my face.

hahha i dunno why i am blogging this in public. ahaa.

v :)

i was bored,
and random!

my very cool top from uk arrived in the mail today!!
woots

and no, im not studying!

tomorrow is the beginning of another school week for me.

wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday and the drone starts all over again next week.

i am longing for a break.

i dunno why.

think turning slackish agains.

rahs. :/

is chua studying???

HAHA

I HAVE BEEN FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE (SOMETIMES UNABLE TO FALL ASLEEP) IN MY ROOM.

YOU JUST ECHOED MY THOUGHTS.

I WANT A ROOM REVAMP TOO!!!!!

I THINK ITS THE GREEN. CANT STAND THE GREEN

THE GREENERY OF IT ALL IS KILLING ME (GREEN BEING MY FAV COLOR LAST TIME. LIME GREEN. )


I WANT A ZEN ROOM!

WITH A NICE ZEN LIKE BUDDHA FIGURINE.

I WANT A ROOM REVAMP...NOW!

kayys..i have no idea why that thought have been stuck in my head all night as i mug my way to insanity for management accounting.
have you every been in a place that is so cramp, you don't even feel like moving? maybe that's the effect of this whole situation - to make me plant my butt on my chair for good and just get down to study.

btw, it took me 2 hours to contemplate whether i shud rotate my chair to face my comp desk and type this entry out.

yeah

i know what you are thinking. o.O

v.

there i was, reading notes and evaluating my life,

and i think,

life is suchaaa bore!

coupled with the flu and exams (in one wk)

i got no life!

i need the pub, drinks, and music back

a retro sound

an electro room,

a trance beat

and finally get some life, some groove!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where is my lifeeeeee

i have discarded my study session,

to watch a documentary about 2012 and nostradamus on tv. (im an archaelogy and history enthusiast, really)

i figured that survival of mankind is more impt than the survival of the exams next week.

anws. i hope nostradamus is wrong. but i think he is right.

dying is not in my list of plans !

Today is definitely NOT a day that i wish to step outta the house. Weather plays a major role in it of cos. everything is just so damp and somehow irritatingly humid. yea yea, vanessa is going to start her weather talk again. oh shut.

nonetheless, as often as it has been against my wishes, i need to leave the house..for the second time today...yesh german. on top of that, i had tuition scheduled this morning. i am starting to wonder if i am complaining about german because i really dont  wanna go, or simply cos there is a stupid mock test today and i am plain chicken. oh wells.

shall bring my MA assignment there to read up. due date is next wednesday. have been procrastinating it for a month already. time to get down to it. ughs.

just a random quote

actions done through distance make the heart grow fonder, but distance itself makes the heart grow weaker.

meaning: things that people do for each other, especially when they are apart makes the action more treasurable as compared to when the person is around. but distance without actions will just drain past actions that once touch their heart into a piece of black and white fact. oh, we call it history.

van.

Ethos was over and done with,
crapped my way through.
yes starbucks have inspired me to be my environmentally greener self.

i haven been in the best of moods lately! 

moodswings alert.
moodswing ahead

my mood is swinging now, i feel kinda annoyed that my mom can't learn the computer.
what's so difficult about minimize, maximize, restore and close  huh, tell me, i have been teaching her for days on my old laptop which gives off an obscene amount of heat. can fry eggs, ham, burn your fingers whatever.

but i feel more annoyed by my dad.
he kept insinuating that he wants to use the com too.
so i told him he could just turn on the red-hot laptop and experiment with it.
and he proceeded to throw a tantrum.
about no one tells him how to put his hands on the keyboard.
no one tells him how to type.
no one tells him how to move the mouse. 
...
bro and i taught him last year.
moodswings run in the family huh, apparently

i dont understand,
iif they wanna learn something, why do they wait for others to teach them.
I don't think i need to wait for people to teach me what i want to learm.

woof !

wrrroofff!! wooof wwoooff! woof..  woof woof woof woof woof woof woof? WOOFS!

woof woof?

(for the humans reading...)

wow!

you can be our doctor dolittle already! talking to dogs! haha... later happy thinks you are a dog and starts to tear your tee like the other time how? haha but its hilarious picturing you and him. haha!

no school today arhs?
 

 wheeee
i can talk to my dog!

i faked a bark at him,
and he barked back.

it went like this

me: woof

happy: ....
(runs outside and barked at the door, presumely at a non-existent dog)

me: woof!
happy: (runs into the room)
             <confused look for 10s)
             (runs outside and barked at the door again)

me: woof!
happy: (runs outside halfway, glancing back)

me: woof!
happy: (runs inside the room.)
              woofed back

me: woof!
happy: .... woof!
me: woof!
happy: woof!
me: woof!
happy: woof! (jumps excitedly)

i must be going mad, talking to dogs in dog languages

if i do another proj on Apple i will go mad.

what companies are ethical out there?? 

 yes yes, i lost my presentation heels! 
rather annoyed at myself, i think i can just lose about anything.

anw yawnsz, set my alarm at 9am today
woke up 3 hours later
pretty sleepy now
cldnt fall asleep after watching flash forward ytd night.
al's suicide was so sad :(

happy is doing smth kinda funny now.
he is standing up and putting his paws on my chair,
using the chair as a leverage to stretch -.-
he's kinda sneezy too,
can't stop sneezing after i brought him into my air-con room (weather looks too hot for him)

ooh on thurs which doing proj echong was youtubing for ff piano on youtube and that made me feel like play ff(not flash forward) all over again!

riding chocobos,
flying airships,
searching for excalibur,
leveling up to 9999hp just for the sake of it

im in the process of psychoing bro to get a ps3 to play ff! (we both stopped at FFX-2 :/)
actually XII for me, but my pirated 12 cd spoilt halfway. darn!.
and i keep forgetting to buy another pirated copy from msia whenever i was there,
which i wasnt very often. maybe one or twice a year.

looks like im pretty good at persuading my bro too (smugness)
the windows guy decided to get an imac!  (an additional mac for me to use)
i feel kinda smug now
looks like ps3 persuasion may be in progress too
since he agreed with my analogy  that reminisicing about playing ff makes you feel like how you would feel about an old lover (a good one)
i feel very proud of this analogy. 
kinda apt right!

ooo. i didnt know the emoticon of "annoyed" looks so adorable. haha. and i didnt know you had a pair of heels chua. lol. did you purposely get it for all the presentations? haha.

just watched 500 days of summer. having slept for less than 4 hrs the night before, i daresay i stoned through the entire movie. okayys..not stoned cos i was really watching it. i dunno what enraptured me to watch it apart from..but the ending was a nice well, yea nice ..i dunno how to put it. haha. cheesy. but nice. autumn. nice. he met autumn in the end. he liked autumn in the end.

autumn.

haha my phrasing is disgusting after 19 hours of full activities.

gonna catch some rest now.

thanks for the show.

can you be tom? haha.

van.